Fell Off the Wagon Already???
If anyone didn't know already, I quit smoking on Sunday...
"and you fell off the wagon already?"
Well, yeah... kinda...
Tonight I went out with Steve to the new bar (don't have work tomorrow), which used to be Brian's (is now Buffalo Wild Wings or something like that), and I did smoke while I drank tonight... I am not ready not to I guess... But in my defense, I only smoked two small all-natural tobacco cigars and they did not contain nicotine or any additives... In a way, on could assume a defeatist role and add the fact that I went out of my way and bought those cigars ahead of time, knowing I would smoke, hoping (maybe) I'd smoke, when I drank tonight. And in doing so premeditated and so on, and so on, until the "one person" could assume that I actually went out to drink tonight just so I could make the excuse to smoke. Look, see, I've got myself into a guilty frenzy over all of this and that must mean it is true. Or not, I really don't give a shit. I don't have to explain myself to anybody, yet here I am... I guess, it's like A.A. and I need you two big quitters to egg me on or something...
Hey, can I join your cool click abs and goob?
I'm a little drunk and this doesn't even make much sense to me...
let's just say that dollar domestic drafts, all day-everyday, isn't such a sweet idea on an empty stomach...
I think I'll go to bed now...
-sib-
"and you fell off the wagon already?"
Well, yeah... kinda...
Tonight I went out with Steve to the new bar (don't have work tomorrow), which used to be Brian's (is now Buffalo Wild Wings or something like that), and I did smoke while I drank tonight... I am not ready not to I guess... But in my defense, I only smoked two small all-natural tobacco cigars and they did not contain nicotine or any additives... In a way, on could assume a defeatist role and add the fact that I went out of my way and bought those cigars ahead of time, knowing I would smoke, hoping (maybe) I'd smoke, when I drank tonight. And in doing so premeditated and so on, and so on, until the "one person" could assume that I actually went out to drink tonight just so I could make the excuse to smoke. Look, see, I've got myself into a guilty frenzy over all of this and that must mean it is true. Or not, I really don't give a shit. I don't have to explain myself to anybody, yet here I am... I guess, it's like A.A. and I need you two big quitters to egg me on or something...
Hey, can I join your cool click abs and goob?
I'm a little drunk and this doesn't even make much sense to me...
let's just say that dollar domestic drafts, all day-everyday, isn't such a sweet idea on an empty stomach...
I think I'll go to bed now...
-sib-
the Omnipotent... Everybody loves SuperInsignificantBoy wrote this at 10:26 PM
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I'm telling you.... if you want to quit, cold turkey isn't likely to work very well. Especially if you go out drinking. The patch works man.... I'd try it
I did cold turkey, but I really don't think you could do that and go out drinking; the temptation would be too great...so don't feel bad. These things take time.
So when I started giving up I got lots of food in, some DVDs and my most vehemant cigarette-hating friend to stick to me like glue for an entire weekend.
Now, that worked! -grin- and by Monday I realised I didn't even want a smoke...
I dont think the patch is the way either...
I don't wanna deal with nicotine...
I have lots of movies, lots of gum and candy, and my mom watching me like a hawk...
im doing alright so far, I think...
Yeah, good on ya! -grin- It's a harsh regieme, but it might just do the trick...now, tell me about all that candy *drools*
Oh...and going back to your most recent comment - yes.
twizzlers and orange slices...
Mmmm...those sound good *drools*
What about ice cream and chocolate? You're going to need lots of ice cream and chocolate, I reckon - and PRINGLES, mmmmm - it's the only way to beat the cravings, I swear...
I eat lots of pringles anyway...
not too big on the ice cream and chocolate deal though... sure, they're alright, but I think that is much more of a girl thing for some reason... i fend that beef jerky helps a bit and lots and lots of spearmint chewing gum... why spearmint? I dunno... it just works...
So...you're still off the cigarettes then? -grin-
Yeah, chocolate is a girl thing...it releases endorphines which is great when you have PMT.
yup... got sick when I tried to smoke this morning... course it could'a been all the alchohol I drank the night before... but I have never in my life been sick (especially the next morning) from alchohol before...
so... no cigs...
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